I had quite a weekend... Was too tired to update though. Stayed over in church on friday night for the leaders' retreat. Had a wonderful worship on friday. When worshipping with them, its soooo easy to get in the flow! And it was like that for EVERY worship. It has to be brought over to the sunday services. Discussed plans for the new year on saturday. I'm in charge of organising one of the movie magiXS.

I wrote this during the retreat...
"Thoughts of her come back. Haven't thought about her in a while... She's overseas now I think. She messaged me to pray for her flight. Its time to move on. You can't impress a fool with wisdom... They just wouldn't know how to appreciate it. This is what frightens me... After you try so hard to be righteous, consecrated and Godly, you end up being totally irrelevant in the eyes of the world. Part of me can't bear to give it all up.

And I feel that I'm making a mess of the worship. Maybe I shouldn't have left everything to last week... Then again, I did try to organise practices. Its not as if I was slacking all the way... God, help me with this.

Consecrated or rather decided to consecrate my life last night... Not an easy task. LIVING SACRIFICE. No longer of the world... Like Paul says in Romans 12:1-2"

Practice for megapraise was actually much smoother than expected... Thank God for Shaoxiong, Joseph, Rachelle, Florence and Gerald. What a great team of musicians. Had a little tiff with Stefanie but everythings fine now... Stress can really affect people. :P